Oh Mister Sun, Sun,
Mister Golden Sun,
Please shine down on...
Please shine down on...
Please shine down on me!
& burn me chaoda
WELCOME
MELISSA
15 years OLD
GEMINI
WESTWOOD SECONDARY
1HARMONY;2HONOUR;3HZUSAMMEN
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WESTWOOD CHORUS
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Monday, October 09, 2006
What's wrong with me? My hopes,its all wrecked up,
Number 1: My scholarship flew away, $500 dollars
Number 2: I practically cannot finish almost every paper
Number 3: I'm not working as hard as i used to be!!
Number 4: I've let so many people down, most importantly, myself.
For this time, it would be real..
Unlike the past, i would say i did super badly, but the results would still be pleasant.. THIS time, i will not expect that. Lady luck has left me all alone..
After Emath paper 2 today, i would ask myself why the hell i cannot finish it and getting my results back would be nightmare. After chemistry paper today, its like, "mr patrick tan, i want to kill you!!" Everyone was like, "its so easy, so easy until i dont know how to do all.."
Through this exam, i've learnt that i cannot be complacent, i must never be, or i'll regret. I hope you learn this too. I feel so low when i discuss this with you..i'm always inferior to you.. I hope everything would turn out opposite from what you thought, then you'll learn. I really hope to challenge Sharik for the top 5 positions and get my treat, but i'm certain, its no longer possible.
I continued my day after exams by going home to "pongpong" which means bath in daphne's language. Then, i went to buy groceries for mom. I took the whole list of what-to-buy and searched for it like some gundoos. I realised what is "mouth" of a human used for, not only to talk, its to ASK. So, i pestered this uncle and got him to show me the location of every item. Thanks, "MOUTH". Huimin called me and Daphne to buy mushrooms and mincemeat. We're cooking a "big" feast at her place. Walked a long distance before reaching her house, its so deep in the terrace blocks. We cooked spaghetti together. Eating own cooked food made my day happier, haha. Then we studied history while listening to music. She can open a cafe or candy shop, there's all the food you want to find there :D. I got her to play all the duet love songs, i just love DUET, the tune is always so-perfect. I was having a bad headache, and i believed fever, so we left after a few hours. Went home and sunked into my bed andslept for and hour or so. Actually meeting Daphne at 8 for history, but i guess she overslept too, haha. So, i'll do some self studies later, i already screwed up my social studies, i cannot let history "die", if not my combined humanities is also going to "die".
Imagine who will be the oral examiner tomorrow, you will really die, its someone who cannot even speak english properly :(
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!
SO DOWN..
NOT UP..
feel the SUNSHINE;
5:32 AM
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